life sucks.. its been 3 days since i unblocked my bro.. last week on monday, i blocked him because i just want his time with him and his bf and just to forget about him.. yeah.. and after unblocking him.. it felt different.. between me and him.. i dont know wat happen. maybe it was me? maybe its his new bf.. or as he said before. its his studies.. he has 4 exams coming up and thats why he doesnt say much.. but i dont believe in that too.. even before saying that he needs to study, hes been different .. i dont know wat to believe in right now. =\
all i want is us to be the same. like before.. i hate this feeling.
i wont want us to change.. and i fucking miss him heaps
i wrote like 2 paragraph long saying stufff like i miss him
and all he wrote back was. 'ok' .. is that the biggest bitch
or wat?..... i got so cut. fucking dickhead.. >=[
far out. fuck all this. i aint gna tell him anything. im gna be JUST
like him. he doesnt express his feeelings out wen hes upset, or something
is bothering him. if he wants it that way. im gna be a bitch .
i wont show any emotions nor affection to him. farrrrrrrr
for the ppl reading this blog. eg.
my frends or something. i know u guys are like WTF?
lol i dont think u'll get it but yeahh..... dw :) lOLSs..
anyways a random topic. 2008 movies..
'Marley & Me' and 'BOLT'
two dog movies which is absolutely cute! its a must watch =]
Marley & me is about a couple adopting a puppy which is a labardor and he messes up the house and is so rough.. at the end of the story he becomes the most loving dog...
and BOLT is about a dog who thinks that he is in real life action daily life which he escapes to find his owner 'penny' but realised that he doesnt have any powers and lives in a real life ordinary world.
xMishaL .
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