Despondent

I've just finished season 1 of Merlin. This show is based on the Arthurian legends of the mythical wizard Merlin and his relationship with Prince Arthur. It is Merlin's destiny to protect Arthur, no matter what happens to Merlin - that's what makes me intrigued about this particular show... In one of the episodes, Merlin falls into this curse that makes him fall deeply sick and the only cure to save him is a flower, deep in the caves, where Arthur gets into danger and ends up risking his life, in order to help save his servant's life - Merlin.

After watching that episode, LOTSSSSSSSS of things was going through my head :D i imagine more than just servant and prince.... it seems to be some gay chemistry happen'n there =D =D i really hope that SOMEHOW Prince Arthur & merlin gets together XD



Besides that, I've been so lonely, emotionally and physically.. but i guess i don't really have the time to think too much about that because I've got too much other things to worry about, like

• studies
• assignments
  
• exams
• family

I dont really know what i want to do, i feel like just dropping out of school and go to TAFE, but i reckon its useless to do that all now as im about to finish high school in 5 months cus my HSC exams are around October. But im so sick of this, of everything, i feel like giving up, i dont see any further to continuing when theres no happiness in my life currently.



mood :
melancholy


Food craving:



nasi lemak
T.T