paranoia

I've been thinking hard what willy has said to me on my previous blog, about writing my blogs in full words instead lol. and i've decided..


tht i cnt be fked writing liek dat HAHAHAHAHA


nahhhhh.. im just joking ROFLSs. I'll try to write more.... umm less abbreviated words. I'm struggling, but still willing to do it ^^

People ask me, what do you want?
theres no answer to that question, the word want is not needed in your life, its more of an unnecessary thing part of your life.

from what i've searched;
When you WANT something, you wish you can have it, but you can live without it.
When you NEED something, you HAVE to have it, it's essential and you can't live without it.

you know why i said that? alot of people been saying that they want this and that.. but have you really thought about it.
isn't right now, the things you have enough for them?
have they actually thought about the other people who actually needs it?
hmm.. what do you guys reckon? i know some things you buy to make yourself happy in life, and i understand. ANOTHER thing i hate is when people waste food. eg. lets say i know this person.. she takes escessively of food on the plate, then chucks half of them away.....it annoys me, not only cus she wasted the food supply that we have to buy but also that she does this everytime. its just... greedy of her to do that.. do you know anyone that does this?? >< !@#$%^


Have you ever felt that you are needed to be up to someones expectations cause you feel that you're not good enough for them?


short blog for now, been quite busy, as expected, i knew i would lose interest in blogging.. maybe cus there isn't anything interesting happening in my life. just yet